Im scared , i think i have aspergers...?

Okay well i havent really been feeling right lately and when i look back when i was a kid ive noticed a few things. well first lol when i was little in kingergarten i was addtacted to this specail ed kid. i didnt know he was speical of course cuz i was youngg. but anyways i would get good vibes from speical ed kids almost as if i fit in with them.. now a days.. i can read people really easy its hard to make eye contact cuz i think to much i avoid partys and stuff things that involve alot of people. i cling waaay to much. um im always thinking no matter what.. its hard to be myself. its like somethings holding me backk.. i act really wierd around people i dont know like i get this nervous feeling... and sometimes with people i do know.. like i have these friends of 3 yearss... and i feel like as iff i dont know them... its very wierd. i never used too care about what they think of me.. but now its like im going back to my old ways. of when i first met them